MY BEAUTIFUL ANGEL. you were such a warrior for your life these past three years. fighting against your sickness with all that you had, never giving up.. constantly reminding us that prayer is key. it pain’s me so much that your time is up. i couldn’t believe it at first. sooo many things were running through my head this afternoon, everything was just so surreal. we all knew you could only have fought for only so long, mama.. it broke my heart to see you suffer. i couldn’t stand it. im proud of you, for being so kind-spirited, with a great attitude about everything, always telling me.. “im getting better anak.” I cried for days when i got news that your liver failed & doctors were stopping treatment. immediately, i wanted to come home..and im thankful for mommy and daddy for doing so. i prayed and prayed that i’d be home in time for your last days, so we could see each other. God, i can’t thank you enough for giving my mama more time to let me see her. and mama, thank you for waiting for me. thank you for waiting til i got home. im so glad that i had that chance. Two years ago you cried and cried because i’ve begun my college journey in washington.. two years later, im here with tears of sorrow and tears of happiness, celebrating the life you lived. Im happy mama, that you don’t have to suffer anymore and im sure its a relief to all of us, to not see you struggle in pain.. im happy you’re in a much better place, and in peace. Though, we all miss you sooo much! i promise to try my best to take care of the family, and especially papa. and i promise, i will make you proud of me..after all, you are now my guardian angel. i won’t be sad anymore, i definitely will try not to. i’ll be strong for everyone else. and like i promised, i’ll be YOUR strength. =) you have done so much for me, for all of us! and we can’t thank you enough. continue to be with me, promise? I MISS YOU! & I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MAMA! Muah*
