Life is a journey.

11th October 2011

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im going to have a breakdown.

this week i think we are getting our nursing interview letters - Step 1 in the process of being accepted. all this nurse talk and what not is giving me jitters.. anxiety.. butterflies.. and this anticipation is not helping. yeah this is my 2nd time applying.. -___- and i do not know what i am going to do with myself if this time around will again put me on the wait list or what if i dont even get an interview?? what am i gonna do! is getting accepted into Nursing not my forte? i just want to feel like i can accomplish something in my life.. that is all i want. to know i am worthy of something.. to know that i am able to achieve my goal. to know the feeling of not being a failure. to be able to let my parents know their daughter will be in Nursing school.. i want it all. but this anxiety will or might cause me to break down in tears!! ugh, sorry so E M O. ;-(